Tori Lawrence is my name.
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THIS SCENE IS SO INTERESTING WHAT ACTUALLY IS HAPPENING WITHIN DEAN HERE
He reminded me so much of a lost kid in that scene. The way he was crouching against the wall, exhausted and horrified. He’s talking to Sam as if he was trying to convince himself that this is what actually happened… that the ‘bad’ thing he did was almost killing Gadreel when in reality the truly horrible thing was that he didn’t kill him: not because ‘they needed him to talk’ but because Gadreel wanted to be killed.
Another wonderful wonderful scene. Actually, to me this felt like Dean - in a twisted way - asking for help and at the same time realizing that him and Gadreel might have more in common than he’d like to admit (the wish to die for example - though it remains up to discussion whether Gadreel really wanted to die or if he was just pretending) and it scares him, because he knows himself less and less. And with every look in the mirror it’s getting worse, not better. Dean seems to be completely out of touch with himself. Tired, exhausted, done, unable to grasp, who he is.